3 : geram tamak dan masa depan

hi there . hari ni hujan tak berhenti . it's not just today . it's since last week . everytime i feel like wanna sleep . muahaha . mahu hibernate ! =D

this morning , rasa geram sikit dengan MF . he was very 'hangin' lately . puncanya tak diketahui . salah saya mungkin . asyik berkata yang tak perlu . atau salah dia . emosi sangat . apapon , first blame the others before you blame your own self . ahahahaha . i've decided to just let things follow the flow . i'm damn tired being in a relationship . i don't know why . i think , we need a break from each other for a while . for us to think wisely . mungkin ? enough about relationship .

ok . masa depan . setiap kita ada cita-cita masing2 . bila cikgu tanya , kamu nak jadi ape besar nanti . kalau tengah layan cerita CSI yang macam2 tu , rasa nak jadi detektif polis askar berjasa pada negara . tangkap orang jahat . kalau tengok cerita house ,  rasa nak jadi doktor kerja dekat hospital tolong orang sakit . masa kanak2 memang tak faham apa tengok mana yang sedap terus rasa nak . tapi ada satu yang saya tak pernah rasa nak jadi . saya tak pernah rasa nak jadi guru . kenapa ? guru tu profession yang mulia . yes ! i admit that ! tapi saya rasa , saya tak punya kesabaran yang tinggi . ko nakal2 lambat faham kena hempuk karang . hee . tengok . saya tak penyabar .

dari dulu , sampai sekarang , saya rasa semua yang saya nak semua saya dapat . alhamdulillah . tapi kenapa saya tak pernah rasa puas ? sebab saya tamak mungkin .

lepas upsr , saya nak masuk sekolah N . i got it .
lepas spm , ignoring the bad spm result , saya nak masuk matrikulasi di utara tanah air , i got it .
lepas matrikulasi , saya nak masuk u di selatan tanah air , i got it . dapat pula course yang memang diidam2kan . jadi kenapa saya tak puas ?
lepas tamat degree , saya mahu kerja cari pengalaman dulu . pastu nak sambung . insyaallah . harap2 tercapai . doakan saya .

p/s : bersyukur apa adanya . kalau dah jodoh , tak kemana . tapi ape yang 21 years old young adult can talk about jodoh ? doakan sahaja . saya mahu gembira . saya mahu berjaya . amin .

2: 2012 and papadom

today's Tuesday . and it's the day to download gossip girl season 3 yeay ~ :) chuck serena nate the handsome blair the evil dan and bla bla bla ! me and my girls love gossip girl so much ! the outfits the shoes the bags were awesome . the way serena talks adores me . and of course i love seeing the handsome nate ! the most handsome guy cececee=P they make us go gaga over those things . we can just sit and watch the episodes over and over again . that's us by the way =P

right now , i'm downloading surrogates , gossip girl ( of course ) , jennifer's body and 2012 ( as requested by F ) . i've watched 2012 on its first day showing . we rather come back home a bit late just to watch the movie . the promo gave big effects on us i think ! yeah . it shows . haha =D we got the most front seat for the movie * sigh * like it or not , we just take it ! and it's not bad at all . i wonder how they could ever imagine the appocalype happens . coz i couldn't imagine myself . maybe that's why they are movie producer . not me ! haha

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oh ! there's another movie i think we all should watch and take lessons from it . it's PAPADOM !!! i would award it THE BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR 2009 !! congrates to PAPADOM producer and crews =P i love it as much as i love high heels ! ahah ! go and watch the movie by yourself and you'll definitely know why :') how a father sacrifice a lot for her little girl. to make sure that she will grow up being a good girl without her mother. ( her mother's died in a car accident! ) this movie is funny also ! you'll laugh your heart out ! i assure you ! coz we did ! we all did ! haha .



p/s : mind my english . i'm still trying to improve it through blogging --"

1 : permulaan

this is the new starting point for me . i would choose to be anonymous blogger . why ?
only me know teeheeee for my becoming new friend here , you can call me eika , just eika :)

so , selamat berblogging - wish untuk diri sendiri ahaa

:)